So it has been awhile since I have posted but it's hard to know what to write...
This world is not my home. I have always loved tradition but guess I got so used to different traditions, strong community, and a different language. Honestly, I feel weird or uncomfortable in a group of more than 3 people. When did this happen? How did I get so lost and confused in a place I should know? Part of me knows I need to let go of the past and part of me doesn't even want to talk about it but my other half can't let go.
It has been nice to reunite with family and some friends but sometimes hard because I am not who I was three years ago. I don't always know how to react, coming from a quiet culture into a loud one I have to learn how to adjust these changes in a tangible way.
Not to mention technology, what is this thing called twitter? Where are the internet cafe's? Everyone has wireless internet on their phone and they pay ridiculous amounts for that? How do I even change the layout of a blog? It will be okay I just need time and people to have patience with me as I adjust to life here again working and studying will help. Hopefully I can find a decent job soon!
